TW: Mentions of depression, juvenile death, animal death, /those/ thoughts, possible /that/, starvation, dehydration PLEASE PROCEED WITH CAUTION AND DONT READ THIS IF YOURE UNDER 13 low motiv . . . I knew there was no hope for me in this star-forsaken clan. Everyone was gone. What was the point? I knew a place no one would find me. Who would even look? All my friends are dead, after all. The river had a small place I wanted to show Skipperpaw. It was gorgeous. Not today. Boo flew behind me, I could swear it could sense my sorrow. Momo too, she nibbled on my ear. Maybe they both knew I would die soon. I decided to curl up by a small rock, positioned so I could watch the river, slowly eroding at the earth. I don't know how long I stayed there. My mouth hurt so badly. It burnt. My throat hurt. I felt like I was eating myself, I was so hungry. I don't know how long it had been since I last ate and drank anything. I just didn't want to be here. I could feel bugs crawling through my fur, but I didn't have the energy to clean them off. . . . Oh. I'm dead. I look so pathetic, curled down there. I can see the maggots and worms beginning to come out. Maybe I should just leave it here. I feel so much better now. So free. I can see my friends again. I doubt anyone would actually look for me. My own blood barely knows I exist. We've never spoken. I dreamt of being a healer, you know. I wanted to care for cats in the way they wouldn't care for me. I'll go now. May no one find me. I'll slip into the river one day, buried under the sand and dirt. . . . Thank y'all for reading Corey's drp and THANK YOU for knowing her in any way. I k!lled her off due to low motiv with her, and a new litter had potential. (also she had a reason for me to write this..) Momo the caterpillar was eaten by birds. Boo the moth flew to Sunspidersolace, and hasn't left. Spider Lilies grew near her corpse. Blackberries devoured by insects. _ she wont be registered, I don't have room for that lol ... But gang Spider Lilies are the flower of death and reincarnation and I'm positive I'll be getting another cat for MC soon! The new character is planned to at least get close to what Nettie wanted to do with her life. They'll probably be the exact opposite of her too, because Coronetpaw disliked everything about herself. Be prepared! song: Last Words of a Shooting Star by Mitski
