so as you know haven't been active on scratch for awhile (i do comment here and there but that's all) reason due with that is that i have been really stressed out with alot things that when i try do things here i can't really work on things and my motivation drains out I've also have been handling depression and my thoughts on ending it i have not been good at all i feel like trash almost everyday and yeah i also don't got alot friends here so i kind of just left because thought no one would really care what i did or do so yeah i am shock you are here but anyway yeah reasons why i have not been active alot i still feel down alot and idk if i can trust people are my mind is just everywhere ngl anyway cya