It’s really weird. To be surrounded by so many people and yet feel so alone. I was gone for two months. two whole months. And not one person on Scratch questioned it. questioned why I was gone. I just… felt like, I don’t know… invisible, almost. and even now, starting school. I still feel invisible. I hate Algebra. I hate Fitness/Health. They make me feel so stupid. I’m not a math or athletic kid, and I never was. Equations frustrate me, and I just get really easily distracted I guess. My forms are bad and I just feel sore everyday. and it just… feels like I’m the odd one out in those classes. Everybody else is so good at that stuff and I’m just. not. and I feel so humiliated yet invisible at the same time. And all everybody even says is ‘tough luck. highschool is just like that.’ That’s my vent. Okay. Bye.
Warning: Vent Sharing this for. my sake I guess. I just want to write my frustrations out. I suppose.