"I'm tired of being what you want me to be" ~About Me~ Hi there! I'm @Stargazer_64 on scratch, and you can call me Gazer! I use she/they pronouns and am bisexual! I've been on scratch for about 10 months ish, but I started roleplaying, like, a year before that. I love to write, and wrote 2 short stories that were 15 pages each. :3 "Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface" ~Previous Gens Characters~ Valorpaw was the only Gens. character I ever had. I roleplayed with her quite a bit, but didn't know much about the whole EXP stuff and didn't get much at all. She was rolled as the weekly death and passed. :( "Don't know what you're expecting of me" ~My Activity Level~ On Gens, I usually start 2 ORPS a day, claiming a bunch of them myself. I would rate myself a 7/10. However, I have my own life, so this is only when I'm on. I'm on in the mornings, lunch, and dinner for me. Sometimes I take trips. I also have school in 13 days so I may be a little less online. "Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes" ~Experience~ I roleplay a lot, I'm in like 12 roleplays and try my very hardest to keep active in them. Like I said, I write a lot too, making two 15 paged short stories. "Every step that I take is another mistake to you" ~The kit, mwheheh >:3~ Swimmingkit! He has such a cool design and I LOVE the little waves on his back <333 I would love to roleplay as a cat with glaucoma, it'll be exiting, but a new, fresh experience. :3 "I've become so numb, I can't feel you there" ~Kit's Future Gender~ Demiboy, he/they/xey :3 "Become so tired, so much more aware" ~Kit's Future Orientations~ Sexuality: Pansexual Romantic Orientation: Homoromantic "I'm becoming this, all I want to do" ~Personality!~ Simple: (+) Smart, noble, brave (=) Witty, sarcastic, standoffish (-) Rude, not sympathetic, arrogant Detailed: Swimmingkit will always be a unique character. For most of his life, he sees in a wide circle, not seeing to the side of him. Channeling his inner Jayfeather, he became rude and standoffish as an apprentice, and it only got more severe as he aged. However, Swimmingkit is extremely smart and noble, using his wits to crack dry jokes and his brains help the clan. Swimmingkit will not be your average bean. "Is be more like me and be less like you" ~Kit's Description~ Swimmingkit has dark gray-black fur and even an even darker mask like face and one stripe on his ears. The same dark colors cover his body in wavy stripes elegantly draped over his body and speckled and splotched with darkness. His most striking feature however, is the strange, bright blue fin-like feature on his back, glowing a cerulean blue and fading into a white, with crackles of light in it, making him look like a creature of myth. He has little white eyebrows and a white carrot on his nose, along with white teardrops near his eyes and fur in his ears. (continued in notes and credits)
"♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♩ ♪ ♫ ♬" ~Research~ Swimmingkit throughout his life will suffer from glaucoma. As a kit, he will start with blue, slightly 'hazy' eyes to other cats, and his vision will only be lightly brimmed by black. As he goes through life, their eyes will get hazier and cloudier, and his vison will minimize into a circle of vision, and his eyes may become completely blind if he doesn't go to a vet, which will never happen. Glaucoma is a painful eye disease caused by a plumbing failure inside the eyeball that creates dangerous fluid pressure. This high pressure squishes the optic nerve the cord that sends pictures from the eye to the brain. Over time, this pressure destroys the nerve, causing permanent blindness. Swimmingkit may have to retire to the elders den when this happens, but probably not, because he will have time to adjust to the fact that he won't be able to see like others. Swimmingkit will still have dreams with color and light because he was able to see for a while as he gradually turned blind. Even from the start, the medic will have realized that he has some form of blindness and will be taught how to rely on scents, sounds, and even vibrations in the ground. Glaucoma will be a struggling but beautiful experience for me and Swimmingkit together to roleplay. :) SITES USED: Cornell's Feline Glaucoma Guide, The Cornell University College of Veterinary Medicine "Can't you see that you're smothering me?" ~Plans for The Kit's Future!~ Swimmingkit may or may not have to become an early elder or medicine cat, but will try to push through and become a fierce (grumpy lol) warrior. He will live a pretty normal life, maybe having secret relationships or something like that but nothing more. "Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control" ~Extra~ Fav things: Swimming (lol), climbing, battle training and/or real battling, fishing, fish Least Fav things: Running long distance, shrews or voles, stinging sea nettles, being called useless ~' IF you are rejected, would you like to know why? '~ yes please! ~Goodbye <33~