Dear younger me, I'm sorry for all the things I have done. All of our mistakes and wrongs. I know you would be terrified to see what you have become. I know you'd be disappointed in me. We grew up fast, didn't we? We sort of had to. I wanted to let you know I'm proud of you. And I love you. I don't say that very often, do I? But I am and I do. I always will. Some things do make us happy! Like our amazing gf! Surprising, right? She's done so, so, so much to help us. I love her so much, and I'm sure you do too! And Stray Kids! They make us laugh and they make us happy and cheer us up. Channie's room and SKZ code. They are amazing. They bring laughter and joy. When I need a good cry, I watch channie's room, even if it's not here anymore. I'm proud of you, younger me. Even if I have lost my spark, make sure to always keep yours bright and never let it dim, ok? Thank you for everything, younger me. I know you always do your best. I'm proud of you. I just hope I could have been a better person. For the both of us. STAY that amazing, kind, smart, funny, little girl. Love, Older you.