Hiya guys! Just an update because there are some things happening in meh personal life and i want to address here! Its long and their may be some disturbing details! You've been warned HEALTH: Hi guys! (Again) I wanted to let you know if I've been sour or unhappy lately, its that my mental health is not in its best shape. Ive had lots of arguments with my parents, and the emotional pain of the golden child idiot brother I live with. Ive been bullied lots lately, and my tail broke in half not long ago when I was public gearing. I then had a very brief spurt of commitment thoughts that I am getting help for, (basically my grandma is my therapist) and Ive had thoughts about packing my bags and running away from it all, live by myself, putting my alert nature at use when the police (if they cared) come tracking me. As someone who's young, my grandma said I shouldn't be this way, and never should have to go though stuff like this. But I promise, im getting help for myself, and maybe ill have the courage to stand up for myself one day. Also, I might not post as much, thx for understanding ❤️ Now my physical health! I had to go to the ER not long ago, since I had severe back pain, and as someone with a low platelet count, (look up platelet cell) its considered concerning. It wasn't anything to concerning, but i had to get put on medication to help it. I alr have like 20 other pills and a frigging inhaler for my asthma T~T My sleep hasn't been great, as always. With all the stress, the insomnia that runs in my family, my sleep apnea, and possible schizophrenia, its not the best combo. The good thing is, my asthma is improving! Im not gasping for air every time I walk ten steps :D SCHOOL: At the time im writing this, school is in two days, chat. Im so scared. I got bullied last year bcuz of my size, my odd nature, my somewhat sharp and somewhat witty roasts, and my quadrobics. And I thought I hated summer. And the fact I keep having vivid dreams of me in school is crazy. OTHER THINGS TO ADRESS: Im sure some of you know about 50datab, the popular furry/otherpaw and therian YouTuber (I don't go on his pf anymore, so correct me if im wrong abt him being a therian) more info on Tab is here: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1364629001 (project by @Holekit ) anyway, think I might take a break from the otherpaw community, so im separating myself from all otherpaw related things untill my mental health improves. I will gingerly accept prob to look at your quads, asks, tails, etc. But please be aware that im not myself to much. Also the banner is just some screenshot I saved in a game called PKXD Anyway, might update this if I need or remember something I wanted to add at 3am, for now, thx for reading! I need a pet rat
