1: I wanted to apologize of my past actions. I used to be very vague, exaggerated or untruthful about certain aspects of my identity, such as gender or orientation, mainly because I was very insecure and unsure about my actual identity during those points [I went from being sapphic to achillean a lot before learning what sundrian was for example]. While I meant no ill intent, I understand that many were likely concerned or confused and I deeply apolgize. Adding on to this, I also was very protective and close to obsessed to one my close friends in 2022; I said how I would get mental breakdowns over her leaving the chat for a bit, made her uncomfortable at points, and even overshared parts of my personal life with her. The following year I learned about BPD and how she was likely a « favourite person » which explains this behaviour; I don’t excuse how I treated her and acknowledge that what I said/did to her was wrong. I don’t know any of her current so so socials, I do plan to contact and apologize to her personally, and she can ask for me to remove this section if she so pleases. 2: To those I owed art to; Anything I posted a sketch for, unless the account the offer was accepted on was deleted or can’t be tracked down, I will personally ask if they still need to be finished; otherwise please cancel. I deeply apologize to anyone who waited and got nothing and I apologize for waiting your time. I did honestly intended to finish/start the payments but I didn’t know at the time I likely had ADHD, which explains why I was so demotivated; I also became at a bad place mentally in early 2024, which contributed to me not finishing anything. Bringing back up BPD, a symptom is reckless behaviour, which is a likely factor in why I often offered on designs despite not finishing prior payments, or did other art projects for myself instead. However, this is not an excuse, I only want to explain why I did what I did and apolgize for it and improve. 3: As a bonus, I unintentionally moved from here to @prinzratte and later to @zip-zep in the latter of 2025; I mainly intended those to just be used to experiment with my gender identity but needed up using them as main accounts. They were not to try to ignore or run away from my past, and I’m sorry if it seemed like that was the case. If there’s anything here anyone wants more context for, please ask in the comments or my profile. Thanks for listening!
