the green one on the left is young and innocent. the blue one on the right is older and... that is all i can say. the green one sees the blue one and says "Hey!! your favourite colour is blue!! Mine is red!" red? what red. the one on the left is green. or actually red. the one on the right, blue, is actually orange. blue listens to everything green says. but blue isn't storing this information. blue is focused on the colours. no, not red and orange, but green and blue. those two colours are very familiar to blue. green and blue together make up blue's whole life. every thought is clouded with green and blue. even simple sentences trigger the coloured clouds to come back. green and blue are the only things keeping blue stable. but what about green? green sees green as red, but not blue as orange. green cannot see through whatever is going on with blue. blue can see through whatever's going on with green, but blue chooses to ignore it. blue loves green, but also hates green. green makes blue remember. everything that happened. when blue was green. the cycle has repeated. either the cycle will be broken or green will never be the same again. blue pushes green. "Oww! wait- are we play-fighting? Coolio!!! :D" blue pays no attention to green. green play-fights blue. the more they fight, the more energy is released. no, not body energy. bad energy. green and blue release too much of this energy. suddenly there is a huge explosion. in place of where green and blue were. a new person takes the place. She's an arguably tall girl, with dark skin that shines in the light. Her hair isn't short or long, or even just 'average lengthed'. The way her skin shines takes away all of the glory from her deep, serious, eyes. they rest with an unfriendly glare. it's a deceiving look, she's not unfriendly at all. she's only appear to be because she doesn't know how to appear to other people. just like blue. but when she's given the chance, she's outgoing and bubbly, just like green, or really i should say, red. green was only green because everyone always sees the negative side of her. a complete opposite of red's true self. just like on the colour wheel. blue would want to see the same, but the influence of others' pessimistic view, causes blue to see blue as blue, and not as blue's true self, orange. blue doesn't even see blue as anything. so does this girl. she doesn't see herself as anything.
instead of just venting and being boring, i turned it into a short story. yeah. it talks about things like my sense of self-worth and also my unhealthy obsession with book. when i wrote this, i was not okay. now i'm feeling a bit better. take what you want from this you can guess idc i just need to get myself to be okay
