(Warning! Rant, Topics) --- I became the laughing stock of my family and I am so done. Since I'm still pretty young, studies are really important to me if I want to get a good career and future. And I expected my family to be 100% on my side. Nope. I wanted to be a dancer. I'm not flexible enough, my core isn't strong, I look ugly. I wanted to be a police officer. I'm weak, I can't control the room like officers do. I wanted to be a teacher. It's a low paying job, it causes stress you can't handle Ok, I kinda get what you mean. Those were the ones I wanted to be. I want to be an optometrist. As long as it pays you well. ok? I want to be a dentist for children. A orthodontist pays better. alright. I don't know what I want to be. It's ok you're still young. But I want to know so I can get a head start on the basics. Just focus on school. --- I mean, I do get your point. I'm too young to be focusing on jobs right now. Yeah I understand. But because I'm young, wouldn't you MIND to even SUPPORT my ideas? It's honestly horrible. Self-esteem for me is now basically low. I do not get anything. There's always someone better. I can't do it. I'm not fit for it. It's not something I'm good at. This person is already trying for the same thing as me. I don't want to be dead weight or a liability. I just want to be D3!d The kn!fe is tempting Everything is tempting -- .
