Look, I know I’ve pulled many “leaves” and ended up coming back. But this is not like that. I’m not leaving temporarily. Reason one: home So my mother is recovering from chemo, and everything needs time to settle down. Reason two: self I really need time to find myself as an aroace Christian and someone who wants to be what I am. This includes learning to love myself again after I left my depressed friend with professional help lines. Disconnecting from my friends was hard, and I’ll prolly never forgive myself for it. But I’m healing. Reason three: life I have a life other than scratch and need to move forward from being addicted to it. Reason four: friends Well so none of my friends ever stayed, my scratch friends all left at some point. Reason five: let’s be real Be real. I’m not even popular so if I leave it’ll just be a scratch on the wall full of scratchers :) Bye everyone, love you.
maybe I’ll come when I’m ready. Probably not. Thanks for being there.
