honestly, I prefer online friends because I am very tired for some reason. I feel like everyone is angry with me for some reason, I don't trust anyone, not even my parents. I hate how I have to smile even tho I'm not even happy sometimes. Object Shows, my interests and Scratch and family are the only things that make me happy RN. I'm sorry. I cannot even say something without overthinking it for the rest of the day. I still like how I am, but I am very insecure... DO I EVEN HAVE A PERSONALITY ATP!? I IGNORED EVERYONE THAT MAKE ME FEEL BAD, I STILL DON'T NOTICE ANY CHANGES AT ALL!!! I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY
I don't feel good RN, thank goodness tomorrow is saturday for me.(posted this on august 7th) I feel kind of better when venting. I promised my mom I'd try to improve and have a happier life. I'm feelin' kinda good. REUPLOAD!
