⠀⠀ ⠀⠀〖 ⠀⠀❝ησт νισℓєηт єησυgн тσ вє ιℓℓєgαℓ❞ ⠀⠀〗 ⠀⠀this album is a re-recording and re-mastering of ⠀⠀my original album ԃαყԃɾҽαɱ which i released july ⠀⠀of last year. these songs will eventually go on ⠀⠀streaming services under the artist name "eva ⠀⠀mukherjee", where hopefully i will continue my ⠀⠀career there after i leave scratch. thank you to ⠀⠀everyone who has supported me this far, it means ⠀⠀so i̲n̲c̲r̲e̲d̲i̲b̲l̲y much to me, and i can't imagine my ⠀⠀life without all of you. this is track ➙ (１２ / １２) ⠀⠀ ⠀◌❄◌ ⠀ —————— ☁ —————— ⠀ ◌❄◌ ⠀⠀i barely listen to this song, along with erase it from ⠀⠀my album headline as the lyrics are too much to ⠀⠀handle hearing all over again. it was even harder to ⠀⠀re-record. this song is about my home situation a ⠀⠀couple years ago. don't worry about me because he ⠀⠀stopped when i was twelve, and i'm leaving soon to ⠀⠀go to college (finally free!) it's all real but it's kind of ⠀⠀blurred in my memory. i wrote these lyrics (one of ⠀⠀my fav lyrics) from recollecting painful snapshots of ⠀⠀what used to happen. i really do love this song tho, ⠀⠀and especially the instrumental is super beautiful ⠀⠀and evocative (credits to Uness Beats on YT for ⠀⠀producing it). if you have questions, you can ask. ⠀⠀ ⠀◌♫◌ ⠀ —————— ☁ —————— ⠀ ◌♫◌ ⠀⠀[verse] ⠀⠀drag me down the stairs ⠀⠀with the rage of a lion ⠀⠀press me in the car, threaten ⠀⠀the streets to hold my crying ⠀⠀[prechorus] ⠀⠀not violent enough to be illegal, no ⠀⠀hide scars so they don’t know ⠀⠀twist my words to the CPS ⠀⠀I got everything to lose uh huh ⠀⠀roaring like the depths of hell ⠀⠀digging his claw like nails ⠀⠀I can see the colors, yeah ⠀⠀it’s red and yellow and green ⠀⠀[chorus] ⠀⠀no I don’t ever want to become like you ⠀⠀I’d rather die than do that ⠀⠀you can cut my throat from air, beat me ⠀⠀but I’ll still forgive you, forgive you ⠀⠀[verse 2] ⠀⠀I made a mistake, I never ⠀⠀meant for them to come over ⠀⠀hurts to lie for him ⠀⠀silence my pain with a fire ⠀⠀[prechorus] ⠀⠀not violent enough to be illegal, no ⠀⠀hide scars so they don’t know ⠀⠀twist my words to the CPS ⠀⠀I got everything to lose uh huh ⠀⠀roaring like the depths of hell ⠀⠀digging his claw like nails ⠀⠀I can see the colors, yeah ⠀⠀It’s red and yellow and green ⠀⠀[chorus] ⠀⠀no I don’t ever want to become like you ⠀⠀I’d rather die than do that ⠀⠀you can cut my throat from air, beat me ⠀⠀but I’ll still forgive you, forgive you ⠀⠀[bridge] ⠀⠀It’s ironic I miss it like it’s my drug ⠀⠀rather be hurt than ⠀⠀hear that you don’t want me ⠀⠀the words, the beatings, ⠀⠀the terrible feeling in our chests ⠀⠀waiting to be released ⠀⠀all I know is ⠀⠀[chorus] ⠀⠀no I don’t ever want to become like you ⠀⠀I’d rather die than do that ⠀⠀you can cut my throat from air, beat me ⠀⠀but I’ll still forgive you, forgive you ⠀⠀ ⠀◌❁◌ ⠀ —————— ☁ —————— ⠀ ◌❁◌ ⠀⠀vocals: eva mukherjee ⠀⠀songwriting: eva mukherjee ⠀⠀production: uness beats ⠀⠀code: & ⠀⠀desc: eva mukherjee ⠀⠀ ⠀◌❤◌ ⠀ —————— ☁ —————— ⠀ ◌❤◌ ⠀⠀spotify: ⠀⠀➝ coming soon ⠀⠀scratch studio: ⠀⠀➝ ⠀⠀album info proj: ⠀⠀➝ ⠀⠀bandlab album: ⠀⠀➝ coming soon ⠀⠀ ⠀◌⁂◌ ⠀ —————— ☁ —————— ⠀ ◌⁂◌ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
