I just realised today some of my friends also have problems. Call me weird but I’m envious. I have to be the only one suffering, I want to be unique. But I feel like people are just taking my role. I don’t want to be sounded insensitive but I just don’t like it. I want to deserve more. I deserve more comfort. People won’t understand how I feel. And I don’t feel like your help. I’m not predictable am I?