INTRO: Hi! My Scratch name is Ally, on this account it happens to be Charlie because this is my backup "if anything goes wrong/at all costs" account. Singing and songwriting have been my passion since a very young age, and I am so glad I am able to share this project with you. Enjoy! ----------------------------- Written on: 08/05/26 ----------------------------- BACKGROUND: This song was written in the context of me reminiscing on how poorly my on and off relationship treated me and how I felt stuck in a cycle going back to him and then us breaking up. It also reflects how one of my friendships ended VERY poorly due to many factors. My mind wanders and I really feel hopeless in the aftermath, wondering if I could have done something different to save what, in truth, could never be saved. In the song, I'm trying to move on from feeling so down & being unable to. Thank you & don't be afraid to give feedback!
LYRICS: [VERSE1] Winter’s gone blue again It never knew the precious sunrise White flag planted in the sand And the red flag walked away Silly me to understand how It was what was best for us at the time My heart’s gone blue again This cycle never ends [PRECHORUS] Could I have changed you? If I really wanted to [CHORUS] Life goes on living outside my window Seasons change and I’m rotting in my bed I’m just another one of your failed experiments Wishing I could rewrite the ending [VERSE2] Summer feels lonely again There is no boardwalk, there is no love Shades of grey are sinking in Just like they did yesterday Brand new self, I can’t respect how I’m still trapped in my own mind at night My bones feel lonely again This time, I swear, it ends [CHORUS] Life goes on living outside my window Seasons change and I’m rotting in my bed I’m just another one of your failed experiments Wishing I could rewrite the ending [BRIDGE] Is it really fair for you to walk away Without any consequences? Is it really fair for me to lay awake At night, gave you everything I had? In good consciousness I try to just forget it, but [CHORUS] Life goes on living outside my window Seasons change and I’m rotting in my bed I’m just another one of your failed experiments Wishing I could rewrite the ending Wishing I could turn back time And warn myself it’s ending I try to forget it, but
