ITS ALL MY FAULT I WASNT THERE FOR YOU I WANTED TO SEE YOU BUT I COULDN'T I COULDNT SAY GOODBYE ITS ALL MY FAULT I SHOULD’VE BEEN THERE WHEN YOUR SEIZURES WERE HAPPENING I WASNT THERE WHEN YOU WERE CREAMATED IT IS ALL MY FAULT IM SO SORRY IM SORRY I WISH I WAS THERE I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF COME BACK TO ME IM SO SO SO SORRY FORGIVE ME IM SUCH A LOSER AND A FREAK.
(Not a song I feel like making a song about him will ruin my day because I will be very very sad)