꩜ please enjoy this single, "what i want" ꩜ the song is now my first song on souņďċIoųd under the name Roger Hart @NiVillain did a cover of it! check it out! https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1367084608 @Madilyn_Bailey2011 did a cover of it! check it out! https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1367469555 ꩜ LYRICS ꩜ right now i can’t see anything but what’s in front of me and all my friends are planning lives that i don’t think i’ll be a part of dad’s a dropout and my mom doesn’t use her degree but my head is threaded with the thought of “what do you want to do for the rest of your life?” i just wanna sit in my bedroom and write i try to slip in warning bells to all my conversations stare at the ground and start to fidget with my empty aquaphor it’s smoke and mirrors so nobody ever gets the message i’m overwhelmed and nothing ever seems exciting anymore “what do you want to do for the rest of your life?” i guess just anything to kill the lonely time i’ll settle, it’s fine cause i dream too big, i live too loud don’t hear what comes out of my mouth i’m sixteen in my basement, still believing i can make it oh and i feel trapped inside this town i’m expected to just stick around it’s what i want do i call it off? hmm, hmm hmm my sink gets clogged like every week, i call my therapist and it gets fixed but i still pour my coffee grounds all down the drain but honestly, why do i make a pot? it goes like this; i drink it all but i can’t stay awake i don’t know what to do for the rest of my life the days i should be using are speeding by i could wait tables, makes some money, get out of my mind minimum wage is something even though it’s never quite enough this house of cards is too mundane to keep me occupied i’m scared there’s no alternate way to use a royal flush i don’t know what to do for the rest of my life there’s only one way i’ll be satisfied i have to settle, don’t i? cause i dream too big, i live too loud don’t hear what comes out of my mouth i’m sixteen in my basement, still believing i can make it oh and i feel trapped inside this town i’m expected to just stick around it’s what i want do i call it off? oh and i see stars and silhouettes and i’m so far from reaching them i work and i eat and i go to bed and i do it all over and over again and new york looks like neverland will i spend my whole life wanderin’? for something that's only second best that’s not what i want cause what i want is all i want that’s what i want ꩜ BEHIND THE SCENES ꩜ I wrote this song pretty spontaneously, and it's about my aspirations, and kind of coincides with Ain't In LA by Adéla, even though I wrote this song before that song came out. I did some fun guitar layering too :) The cover is a picture I took in Hollywood Studios at Disney World a while back and it features the Tower of Terror (great ride, did it for the first time this year and I mogged for the camera :p) which I thought was tongue and cheek symbolism for what the song is about also, my little nervous habit is putting on ungodly amounts of chapstick/aquaphor lol ꩜ MUSICIANS INFO ꩜ Key: D Major BPM: 137 Length: 4 minutes 1 second ꩜ CREDITS ꩜ Written by: Hart Guitar by: Hart Cover Shot and Edited by: Hart Vocals by: Hart
