◦ petal ◦ 15 ◦ she/fae, bi ◦ (+) friendly, excitable, patient (=) quietly distrusting, workaholic (-) anxious, hides her true emotions, dishonest ◦ a pale yellow cat with white splotches decorating her sleek pelt. She is a small cat, with sunny yellow eyes that, if you look close enough, give away the pain in her smile. ◦ she has ✨anxiety✨ (like me!) Research: anxiety is a looming sense of fear and dread. It can be about anything, from a new school to what lurks in the dark. While anxiety is an emotion that everyone has sometimes, some people experience it all the time, which can be very scary, and even bad for your mental health. Petal has anxiety especially around failure, and knows that faer job is is important, and one wrong choice could cost a cat their life. She is also scared of rejection, and easily becomes withdrawn, in an attempt to avoid ruining a friendship. As she doesn’t want to burden those around her, she will keep her worry to herself, putting on the mask of the happy, carefree cat everyone sees her as. this, however, only makes her anxiety worse. If you have any questions, feel free to ask! (Sources: anxiety and panic attacks by Judith levin, dealing with anxiety by Aimee popalis) ◦ Herb handler ◦ I have a medicine cat in several Rps and am familiar with the warriors series. I also think that it would be a job I’d enjoy! ◦ 7/10, especially with school starting back up soon ◦ while she is pretty good at her job, and enjoys it, she feels a lot of anxiety around it as well ◦ Lala walked along the branch, leaves rustling around her. She turned up faer nose, annoying the sweet scent of pine and the earthy smell of oak. She located the herb she was searching for. At least, she hoped it was what she was searching for. Thoughts began to swim around in her head. /what if it’s the wrong one? What if it’s super poisonous and everyone h@tes me for bringing it back to camp! What if I get exiled and I have to join wisteria clan! What if…/ her skull felt like it could split, the thoughts all tangled and twisted, forming one big ball of possible outcomes. Finally fae took a deep breath, and plucked the herb from its resting place. /maybe I’ll be fine…/ she thought, though her thoughts still whirled. She walked warily back to camp, herb clutched in her jaws. ◦theme song is happy face ◦ Wisteriaclan scares lala, as well as the thought that so recently, they all belonged to her clan.
Song is happy face by idk, rp and template is by , char is by me
