✿ Flowerless- part 1 ✿ 'sᴘʀɪɴɢ ᴡᴀs ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ,ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴘʀɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ .ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ,ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀs ʙʟᴏᴏᴍᴇᴅ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ .' ❀。° ────────────────────────────── °。❀ ୨୧ Chapter One ୨୧ That one day... ─ Sako's Diary ─ March 14th ❀。° ────────────────────────────── °。❀ Spring was meant to be my favourite season. I liked the way the flowers bloomed and the fresh breeze surrounding me. I hate spring now. Everyone says it’s beautiful, but they don’t know what it feels like when flowers aren’t supposed to grow inside you. It all started last month on Valentines day. Everything was fine until that one moment. i remember it perfectly. I was so stupid. I really thought I had hope in that love letter. I really thought I'd have a chance with him. I finally had the right mind to go up to him but my feeling of nervousness stopped me and i stood there at my desk, watching. That's when the most popular girl, Sena, went up to him. Her blonde hair was glistening that day and she was walking more confidently than she usually would. It looked like she put effort into how she looked for him. I saw her standing in front of him. she had a letter. They were just talking for a minute then Sena smiled smugly and walked away, her heels making a sharp noise. That's when i realised. I saw him, his gaze locked on the note in his hands and he was reading it. Whatever Sena wrote for him. He then laughed. He probably thinks she's cute. Most people do. I scrunched up the letter and threw it in the bin. The first time I didn't miss my shot. I clenched my fists and silently walked out of the classroom. My eyes were sore and teary. Then, it was that night the flowery pain started. ✿ this is end of chapter one. chapter two coming soon ✿