hey guys , its me lily and i know ygs haven't seen me in a hot minutes ( 4+ months ) i recently got unbanned by the scratch team + admitted to ban evading . I want ygs to know that through those months i have changed , like alot. i know i may have hurt alot of people and was such a big attention seeker but i want to ask for a second chance. i'm really sorry for all the harm i may have caused the spop community while i was still in it. i wanna prove that i've changed. also i wanna admit to lying about a few things. i have this fixation on fitting in and feelign special so 1 i lied about my age , i'm not really 15 , 14 , or 13 , i'm literally 12. that may explain some of my immature behavior. 2 i lied about my nationality. 3 yes , i was actually haerin. i know what i did was really stupid coming back to the spop comm , but for me personally spop was one of my main coping mechanism and i couldn't imagine how my life would go back to after leaving it so i cam back under a new name pretended to hate myself or be friends with myself and at some point i got caught. after that i really left spop for good. and it actually helped me really find myself and self reflect. Now i wanna clear up a few things i've been accused of. 1 i had no involvement in the mass reporting drama idk why i was accused of that i don't have the free time for that TOT 2 uh being minnie i actually see why ppl think we're the same person but we're not i find that a very huge insult TT if you want a personal apology just ask me please i won't hesitate
even if i am not let back into the comm i'm still pursuing music if you wanna support :3
