listen. we need to talk. a lot of stuff has been happening over the summer, and i watched it all happen. i watched it more than i watch where i was going when i walk. and i just wanna say... i'm not doing good. i am worried about you guys. no, i don't wanna hurt myself or leave scratch, in fact, i enjoy it here. i just wanna help you guys. but i can't do much other than just sit in front of a computer, letting my eyes burn, and watch as someone i know breaks down in front of my eyes. i will be going to high school on wednesday, so i won't be able to communicate through the purple app or on this profile much when that happens. maybe 4neon9 will come back, maybe not. all i know is that you guys are probably going through a lot, and i wish you guys didn't have to do so. i love you all. this isn't a goodbye, this isn't anything somber... just wanna let you know that i am worried about all of you. you don't need to worry about me though.
i don't like it when my friends go through a lot... because if i lose them... i'll be alone. but i want you guys to stay strong... okay? once more, i am not leaving or hurting myself. just saying that i am well, but the only thing i wish of you is for YOU to be well. ok?
