┊ ➶ ｡˚ ° thoughts before i go to bed - original song ° duration ~ 5:11 didn't expect to write one of my favorite songs today! this pretty much sums up a ton of my other songs and embodies the kind of writing i always do (guys i am gonna explore different themes this is the last similar song i'll write trust lol) i'm so happy i got to put this into words. if you listened to the whole thing (it's long i know), huge congrats to you and thanks for staying <33 scratch made it sound muffled :( i think it gets clearer at the end though if you guys like it i'll try to add harmonies and make it sound more professional! now if you’ll excuse me i’ll go sleep since its midnight ahaha ˗ˏˋ ʟ ʏ ʀ ɪ ᴄ ꜱ ˊˎ˗ battles shape and mold me into who i am and i know, whatever happens, there’s a plan something meaningful do good for them all and the end’s just out of sight but in moments i’m lost in the depths of my mind where i am just a person much too weak to bear this world sometimes i’m hopeful i’ll succeed other times there’s no hope left for me all my life there’s been this weight pulling me back finding every lack trying hard to faze me all my life i feel you’re waiting to attack stop me in my tracks am i just going crazy and i won’t lie this time i won’t hide this time i won’t yield and let it break me these are just my thoughts before i go to bed when i wake up again it's the same thing i’ll just forget and these bonds i’ve made, i know i should be grateful but i stray too far from those who made me able when will i come clean there’s no waking me from the slumber i fell in the person who you’ve seen can’t change who she has been ‘cause i am just a person with a family and friends every standard that i’ve set diminishing by the second all my life there’s been this weight pulling me back finding every lack trying hard to faze me all my life i feel you’re waiting to attack stop me in my tracks am i just going crazy and i won’t lie this time i won’t hide this time i won’t yield and let it break me these are just my thoughts before i go to bed when i wake up again its the same thing i’ll just forget you’re so tired of hearing me complain i should force myself to feel a different way but i know it just never feels fake am i too young or did i waste my days and i won’t lie this time i won’t hide this time i won’t yield and let it break me these are just my thoughts before i go to bed when i wake up again its the same thing so expect your less ˗ˏˋ ᴄ ʀ ᴇ ᴅ ɪ ᴛ ꜱ ˊˎ˗ - lyrics/vocals/guitar by me - mixed with bandlab - thumbnail made with canva
