when i look inside, i dont see hate, i dont see love, i dont know what i can take i dont know what to feel i dont know anymore (chores) it feels like everything is my fault and i dont even know why i want to cry but i cant i just keep it all inside i dont think i can do this anymore (verse two) i keep it all inside but why dont i cry i still feel but its all inside i may just burst if i keep it inside (chores) it feels like everything is my fault and i dont even know why i want to cry but why cant i i just keep it all inside i dont think i can do this anymore (bridge) nothing i do has meaning it feels like a lost a part of me after cristmas in twenty twenty four i know this may seem silly but my cat died two years ago and im still greiving (chores) it feels like everything is my fault, and i don't even know why i want to cry but i just cant i just keep it all inside i don't think i can do this anymore