Ello, Spam flag! Chrome for best timing. *realizes halfway that I already have a diff ver of this I was working on a while ago in my trash* *...proceeds to do this anyways-* I liked how this turned out despite the strict bop kinda interrupting everything and I had to make a not-so-strict bop to cycle with :/ help- I was gonna add hands but it looks fine without em Anywho... just another animeme with Mono in it. Enjoy! why can't I stop wishing you were here? why can't I stop wanting to feel you near? you would understand why. you would understand my pain. my sorrow. my yearning. the want to escape everything. but you would've wanted me to tell them about it too. and I know that. but you would truly understand what I can't put into words. you would hug me and comfort me without words. but we all know... you can't be real. you just wouldn't make sense here. you are in my mind and only in my mind. yes I may have gotten something that is akin to you. but it just isn't the same as a living you. one that I can talk to. one that I can cry to. one that I can hug to. one that I can cling to when... the thoughts overwhelm me. and you would say that's what they are for. your comfort is temporary, theirs, for years on end. but... it doesn't erase the want for you. it feels like a need... ...but you would say otherwise. so why then... why can't I escape this feeling? why do I imagine your touch as a small sensation to help me feel better? why do I try to escape because it makes me feel calm? it's nice, yes, but... we both know, we all know, it isn't healthy. not this kind of escaping. not one from reality completely. so why can't I stop? why can't I just be with you? I know the answer... but it won't stick with me. I want you here... these 3 dreams have made that want so much worse... one dead... one alive and well. one alive but abused... afraid... ...why did I do this to you?
- Art: @Nightwolf09836 [Scratch Bitmap + Google] - Code: @Nightwolf09836 - OCs: Me, Mono - Song: Silk - Favored Nations Remix - Giselle If remixed, change everything with * in the sprite. No recoloring. Thanks!
