the following text is subject to change. but please TAKE IT SERIOUSLY. I AM NOT LIKE BAITING again, my decision is not final, but i may be either leaving scratch soon, or at the very least moving to another account. even with the project i made explaining that i don’t want followers, i still gain more almost every day. i do not want attention on scratch. i am only here to interact with my friends and for a class, which i’ll be honest, i don’t even need anymore. will i regret this if i do act on it? possibly. am i losing sleep because i’m afraid the clout i gain on scratch will be found by those i know? also yes. genuinely only one person i have actually seen with my own two eyes knows i’ve been gaining followers on scratch, and while it seems to be a low number, I DO NOT WANT ANYONE I DON’T EVEN KNOW ONLINE TO KNOW I EXIST! i worry about my username, my search history, everything. i do not hate anyone i give comfort to on here, but i’m going to crash out. many people who have followed me don’t even interact, so if someone like my parents see, i am genuinely cooked. my sleep schedule is fried, my days are spent worrying about whether or not this will be found. i would actually feel safer on (red background white triangle) than here because at least those dear to me actually know im online?????? every time i attend class it’s like a gamble. am i drawing attention to my entire scratch thing? have i been working on this one project for so long it seems suspicious? what will (friend E) think if i quit? will they hate me? they say sorry more than enough even if they’re trying to stop, i don’t wanna make them feel bad. what about (friend W)? she also seems to be uncomfortable on scratch, but unlike her all i do is comment. unlike me, she’s a lot more active. if i do move, it was nice knowing you all. it’s not your fault i feel uncomfortable but at the same time the text is right smack in the center of my profile. are we fr? i will not be informing anyone outside of my friend circle what my user will be. and if i do, PLEASE ON ASTRAEA’S NAME KEEP MY FOLLOWER COUNT UNDER LIKE 20 OR SOMETHING PLEASE. my suspected date to move may be either in october or november. whenever i finish the solar system thing idk bro. don’t even heart or star any of my projects. i am happy when you compliment my art but bro. btw, THIS IS NOT AN IMPULSIVE ACT. I HAVE PLANNED THIS FOR MONTHS ON END.
the text above was written when i was in a bit of a fit, but the main message still stands. the tone may be a bit dramatic, but it doesn’t change what i’m going to do. the title is outdated, as my plans have been finalized.
