I really don't know who I am anymore. at home my mom always chooses my sister's side even though she's lying or she started it. my friends think that my sister is so innocent but she's not. ... , plus whenever I try to tell that like my sister swore or something to my mom she was like well you probably started it. and I didn't. and every single time she swears to my face when Mom's there she always my mom always gets mad at me for teaching her to swear because I swear a lot. like Mom have you ever thought of our cousins or the shows that she watches? and I really don't know what's going to go on in grade 7 because I feel like I'm not growing closer to any of my friends anymore and growing away. I honestly just want somebody to talk to and to be my friend and to support me through all my decisions positively. I always feel feel like I'm falling and falling until one day I just hit the ground. sometimes I cry myself to sleep. But seriously who am I where do I like what's my favorite color I don't even know anymore. why did I have to be born why did it have to be mean that got picked on by my own family...
