i didn't feel too great today. although nothing bad happened to me, i still had some self-doubt thoughts. why? i really don't know, i just feel like i'm nothing special sometimes. i know i have no reason to think like that, but i can't help myself.. i have no other place to vent all this out.. i don't have many friends and i'm not sure if my parents would understand or not.. is it concerning to think that crying feels nice? i cry in bed almost every night when no one can see me. also, i think i overate. i felt hungry, so i had dinner, which was 2 portions of spaghetti. i vacuumed that bowl up and then i felt eeehhh... but i feel okay now. at the time of typing this, it's nearly 1 in the morning. i plan to go to sleep right after this, and i'll hopefully feel better tomorrow, waking up on a friday morning.. ^~^ don't worry about me! ( ╹▽╹ ) 26-7-26 sunday night. i'm dreading tomorrow so much please help me.. (〒﹏〒)
