(Intro) I keep counting all the ceiling cracks Like they're the only ones who call me back Another message left on read Talking to the ghosts inside my head (Verse 1) Lunchroom table,five cold empty chairs I'm the only one who's ever there You used to race me down the hall Now I'm staring at an empty wall (Pre-chorus) I'm too young to feel this tired Too small to feel expired Eleven candles on a cake But I'm burning like a heartbreak (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 2) You said “best friends forever” once Wrote it on my arm in purple fonts Now your laughter’s for a different crowd And I’m the storm behind your clouds (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to feel this broken Too afraid of words unspoken Eleven’s not the age to break But every goodbye feels like an earthquake (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 3) We used to trade our secrets, cheap and deep Now you guard your phone like something to keep I laugh along but I’m off-beat Like loose shoelaces on my feet (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to feel this lonely Like a rerun playing only Eleven summers in my skin But I feel older than I’ve ever been (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 4) I miss the days of crayons on the floor When being silly wasn’t being “immature” Before you cared what everyone thinks Before my heart lived on the brink (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to feel this jaded Too new for dreams already faded Eleven birthdays, glittered mess Now I’m measuring my worth in texts (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 5) We used to build our castles out of sheets Now you build your walls and hide your grief You say you’re “busy,” say “it’s fine” But you stopped answering to “mine” (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to fake a smile Like I’ve been practiced for a while Eleven’s stuck in in‑between Too old for toys, too young to dream (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Bridge) Maybe I’m just background noise In the soundtrack of your poise Maybe I was just a phase A scribble in your younger days And I’m here, replaying every joke Like a vinyl record cracked and broke I don’t wanna be a lesson learned Or the friend you left at every turn (Verse 6) I wish I could rewind to age of eight When birthday parties didn’t complicate You’d hold my hand when lights went low Now you let it go, you let me go (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to feel this used Too young to be this confused Eleven years and counting fast Already missing my own past (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 7) I scroll through pictures, we’re side by side Now you crop me out like I never tried I’m still wearing that friendship band You took yours off and washed your hands (Pre-chorus) I’m too young for goodbyes But old enough to see the lies Eleven candles, melting slow Wishing I was years ago (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 8) Recess feels like walking through a crowd Where my name is never said out loud You used to save a swing for me Now it’s like I’m make‑believe (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to feel this numb Too young to feel I don’t belong Eleven is a question mark Waiting at the edge of dark (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame
Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 9) My parents say “you’ll make new friends” But they don’t see these tiny ends Like threads untying from a seam Losing you means losing me (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to feel this scared To ask if you ever cared Eleven wishes on the sky Every one’s a “why’d you say goodbye?” (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 10) I wear your hoodie like a shield Pretend you’re walking next to me still But it smells like dust, not you Guess that’s what growing apart will do (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to feel this old Like my heart’s already sold Eleven stories I could tell But you don’t ask, you wish me well (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 11) I stand in photos at the edge Like I’m scared to fall off the ledge They say “smile big,” I try my best But my eyes keep telling all the rest (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to wear this mask Too young for love to be a task Eleven’s just a fragile year Already haunted by the fear (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Verse 12) If you ever find this song someday Will you hear the words I couldn’t say? That all I wanted, all along Was to feel like I still belonged (Pre-chorus) I’m too young to give up now But I’m learning to live without Eleven pieces of my heart You still hold the biggest part (Chorus) Would it matter if I disappeared? Would my name just fade and melt in the mirror? If I walked right out of frame Would you even whisper my name? I’m screaming quiet, no one hears Drowning in a sea of plastic cheers If I vanished into air Tell me, would you even care? (Outro) So I’ll light my own way through the dark Trace my name in sidewalk chalk If I disappear from you tonight I’ll still exist in my own light ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I /did/ use a lyric generator for this,but the idea is mine. No,I'm not looking for sympathy this is simply my attempt to get my feelings out,and in what better way than music? Hope you enjoy!
