Hey! So its been a while since i've posted anything on here. Unfortunately, I think this might be the last. I've just been busy with so much more stuff now, and i think I've just grown out of scratch after all these years. So a little update/vent: I have been going through an emotional downward spiral these past few days because someone I was really close with and had feelings for out of nowhere decided to kick me out of their life and block me. No explanation. No warning. I was just blocked, thrown out like garbage. I asked a couple buddies of theirs what was happening. Nothing. I honestly don't know what I did to deserve this. I did so much for them to show that I cared about them. I thought we were getting along so well, then I was just suddenly blocked and unfollowed like i was nothing. It's all just so much to process all at once. And the worst part is that I'm going to be carrying another hyperfixation they gave me for the second time in a row, so it's like a piece of them still remains within me. It's been like a repeating pattern: they got me into TF2, then dipped. I came back, they got me into Ultrakill, and then dipped again. I know by now I shouldn't go back to them, but at the same time theres a tiny, stupid part of me that has remaining feelings for them and a tiny sliver of hope that this act will soon end and they'll come back. But logically, I know that's not how it works, and this is most likely the end of our rocky relationship for good. So yeah, in conclusion, I'm most likely leaving scratch for the most part. I might like some projects every now and then and leave comments, but do not expect me to upload anything, especially in this point in time.
