hiii! bea here :> here is my entry for NiVillain’s amazing contest!! i made three albums so u can choose ur fav tysm! have a good day! recording tracklist: about music being a safe space 1. in the booth - safety in the recording studio, outside world disappears 2. frequency - blocking out bad energy and having a good mental wavelength 3. unplugged - disconnecting from rumors and internet 4. can’t hear you - drowning out the haters 5. camcorder - remembering music has been a childhood friend 6. do not disturb - setting boundaries 7. noise cancelled - creating a calmness and stopping anxiety 8. voicemails - turning pain into music 9. on read - realizing ur time is more important then drama 10. blocked - cutting off bad relationships 11. till tomorrow - healing and strength to keep going reflections tracklist: about the public perspective of her isn’t her inner reality 1. flash photography - the public’s shallow image doesn’t show her depth 2. standard definition- the media trying to flatten her life to a easier version than it is 3. parallel - her having two versions of herself 4. fourth wall - breaking the public persona to her true self 5. ain’t me - the fake version of her is a total stranger 6. read the comments - seeing people analyze her and to not let them change how she see herself 7. glass vision - how people sees her hardships as entertainment 8. perspective - realizing the public’s judgement speaks more about them than her 9. at once - accepting she can’t control what people think and focusing on herself 10. looking back - embracing her self no matter what others say 11. big picture - other people’s comments are only a speck in the grand scheme pens & paper tracklist: about how it’s hard to express thoughts and feelings and the best way is to write it down sometimes 1. 2AM - staying up late not knowing how to put feelings into words 2. inked - realizing that she can’t hide from her feelings 3. drafts - the fear of being vulnerable and holding back 4. waste of ink - the regret of giving her energy to people who don’t understand her truly 5. pointless - burnout of trying to explain herself 6. read your mind - wishing for a deeper understanding without words 7. crumpled pages - wishing she could erase certain moments and chapters 8. over it, honestly - learning to let go and stop 9. starting new - healing and a fresh start 10. 3AM - feeling peace and going to sleep finally that’s all tysm <3
app used: canva photos found online
