Okay so these.... I'm just gonna say they ARE NOT for the faint of heart sooooo warning for that aaaaand they're just kinda D3PR3SS!NG SO yeah....... also maaaaaybeeee start the project first it has moosic- DADDY ISSUES Too long of a hug can't you leave me alone? I sorta like it better when your not home. As long as your okay everything is fine. But stop interacting with me its not gonna help down the line. I think I've lost my mind... ididntwanthtatlongofahugyoujustmisenterpreted Last night He gave me a hug. It was too long. It's been years since I've had... that long of a hug... with him... I think i like it better... when its short... A little bit later.... a small breakdown... only because I sang to myself a bit... that didn't help... I don't want another hug from him.... I only did so I didn't hurt his feelings... I don't know what would've happened if I'd done that... A few tears in the dark... coming from me.... sitting in my bed... its nothing... i'll be fine... Skin is running... running red.... Nose is crying... unshed tears.... Eyes are bleeding... why am I still here....
