... why am i even here anymore... all i am is just a burden and why would i bother being anything else? i dont deserve to stay here... if you h[no]e me... just keep ha[no]ng me or h[no]e me even more i really dont care anymore if you like me or my stuff... ... ... why bother...? im just another random stranger on the internet who makes the most random stuff known to mankind people are leaving ... and worst of all... ... ... ... im considering joining them...
p3 of 'how im feeling rn' what a vent go down for secret v v v (by here i mean on this mortal plane T0T)
