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im not to great at the moment as people seem to expect to much out of me, and it hurts. i can't seem to leave it its the loop of people thinking im fine and i just hide under the mask that covers my actual feelings as im unable to show or feel them without being a horrid person. im just always smiling and joking around with my friends but they don't have any idea on how i feel neither do my parents or anyone its eating me alive. i just needed to share this. I'll will probably stay on scratch but i won't post as much as im busy a lot with school and home. edit: its not getting any better especially as i have to do more in the morning when i would rather lie there and rot update more soon but ill post projects as much as i can
