Uhhmm warning I guess for Dissociation / Derealization / depersonalization maybe i dont know.... just a WARNING.... uhhhh yeah... Hey so you know how people say you only live once and that life is precious and stuff like that. But then the same people who got taught that go off and start wars and stuff. If life is so "important" why do so many people take it? Hey so you know how people say they're always gonna be there for you, or they tell you to be yourself but as soon as you change or start being yourself then they're sorta just... I dont know. hey so you know how you can know a lot but still know nothing. Or how you can extremely self aware but extremely stupid... hey so you know how stars burn if everybody is a star then why dont we all burn... and i dont mean sunburn i mean like- nevermind hey so you know how people search for the meaning of life? why does there have to a meaning... what if there isn't one? ................ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. why do we need one... hey so you know how sometimes your not in the mood but you try be nice anyway and then you still feel sorta bad and you feel bad because you dont feel happy and you want to be happy but your not... hey so you know how people say curiosity k!lled the cat as a warning to mind your own business... why isn't it curiosity k!lled the human? wouldn't that make more sense. Hey so you know how sometimes you dont feel like doing something but you do it anyway to make someone happy and you end feeling a little better but still kinda sad Hey so you know how you can be having a really good day and then something goes wrong and it kinda ruins the rest of it... hey so you know how the sun is supposed to implode or whatever in a little over 5billion years do you think humanity will really make it that far. if it does what do you think it would be like? So you know how you can want to be happy... but nothings making you truly happy- Do you have a favorite person... I have one (no I'm not telling you who) hey so you know how theres this thing called BPD in case you dont it stands for Borderline Personality Disorder its different from Bipolar Disorder with bipolar your emotions can fluctuate randomly you could be happy one second and then not feel so good the next or at least thats all I can say from the teensie tiny bit of research ive done have you ever wanted to be forgotten... i dont really like being the favorite, i feel bad for everyone else... plus i dont have good experience with being a favorite... so you know how sometimes you can be doing something and someone interrupts it and you cant go back to it or how you'll think that youll go back to it later but you dont you know the feeling of wondering why you exist?... what do you think of when you see a question mark??? ????... sometimes I wantto dissapere or just be forgotten... have you ever tried to do something but gave up halfway... you know when you just want to lay down but you have to keep moving do you need help? do you know the feeling of wanting it/needing it but still being like... nahhhh do you have a favorite person whos your favortie person hey so you know how history repeats itself... theres really only one way to be free... do you have a favorite thing or something you like a little too much have you ever wanted to eat a color because its like, ooh this color looks deeee-licious im gonna eat it.... have you ever fake smiled... do you want to eat baking soda with me? you know when you sad and pretend to be happy... you know how youll say something that sounds a diffrent way but was supposed to sound how it sounded in your mind do you know what its like to be the favorite... i dont like being the favorite... you know how youll say your okay but your not... hey so you know how you read this whole thing....
