SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. SOCIAL ANXIETY. Had a Spanish speaking test on Monday and I completely lost it cause I forgot everything, hesitated for 50% of the time, and I barely spoke and yeah. Also, I didn't revise. Ended up crying and no one noticed. Cooked. And, I still haven't told my parents that I'm Bi which could be a problem. And my crush is in the same class as me and it's torture. And I've quit writing like twenty books already. And 90% of my classes get split up next year and none of my friends are with me. And I broke my touchpad on my chromebook. And my school blocked TurboWarp. And my chromebook randomly decides to refresh my tabs EVERY TEN SECONDS and I can't do anything about it because nothing works. And I feel like I'm constantly comparing myself to other people and I can't stop it. And I have beef with a bunch of people. And I'm still keeping so many secrets from my parents. People in my class who don't know me at all instead know me as the nonchalant kid who doesn't give a damn if the school building burned down. In reality, I'm "nonchalant" and "chill" because I don't bother answering their questions, or because I'm carrying so many secrets that might get leaked. Also because my class is absolute chaos and brainrot.
