MELTDOWN AT CLUB BUG

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yap ramble vent rant schizopost IDK????? FLASH WARNING IM SO SO SO SO SERIOUS!!!!!! FLASH WARNING!!! PLEASE LISTEN I DONT WANT ANY SEIZURES IN HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY AWAY FROM THESE PROJECTSaaa I probably shouldn't be posting this on scratch but this is the only place where people won't make fun of me soo..... BLOOD WARNING IF U CANT HANDLE BLOOD THEN DONT CLICK THE GREEN FLAG!!!!!!! PROJECT MAY ALSO BE DISTURBING TO SOME PEOPLE SO IF YOU'RE EASILY DISTURBED. GO!!!!!!! also volume e=warning volume warning volume warning volume warning like seriously the volume might break your speaker and I don't wanna be responsible for that this isn't about you. this isn't supposed to be uplifting. this isn't supposed to make you feel better. this isn't about how beautiful you are. everyone knows you're beautiful, no one feels the way I do about you. I FEAR IM GOING CRAZY!!!!! AM I?!?!?!?!?!?!?? you're so perfect you're so amazing I just wanna walk with you in silence we don't need to talk I just wanna be with you when can I be with you. when can I see you. I miss you. I want you. what if we both turned to bugs and went to party at club bug, that would be fun wouldn't it???? I would be a cicada... I think you would be a praying mantis. or maybe a treehopper! sometimes I hear things t= or see things that were never there sometimes I hear the kitties dancing inm my head still that was just a joke. that was just a joke. there are kitties dancing in my head. we should go to the forest together just like we planned why did we never do that I wanted to do that. I m scared of the spiders but its ok as long as you're with me. I'm so terrified of the spiders. I don't like spiders. I don't like ticks. I don't like mosquitos. can you really be a bug lover if you hate ticks and mosquitos. well I don't hate them I feel bad killing a mosquito o just don't like it when they get on me. its ok though I can face my fears, its ok though I can face my fears, sometimes I wish I wasn't so self aware I wish I could be blissfully unaware and STUPID. but the thing is I'm already stupid I'm just aware. its terrible why cant I get the perks of being dumb. I KNOW I'm gonna go crazy I KNOW IT!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so crazy for you already ITS JUST GONNA GET WORSE ITS ONLY GONNA GET WORSE !!!! you said u like it when they're obsessed SO WHY DONT YOY LIKE ME!?!?!?!??! ARENT I OBSESSED ENOUGH?????????????? I'm sorry I'm sorry I shouldn't be saying this pls don't report me I don't have anywhere else to vent I don't have anywhere else to say this I wish I cpuld personally tell u this don't hate me don't hate me plesseeeeeeeeee PLEASE please please I love you so much <3 don't hate me please. I thought it'd get better but its only gotten WORSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 TOO man y people too many people one is too many 2 it s 2 its too much 2 is too much for one operson and THREE!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!? what am I gonna do what am I gonna to thre thee tree tree tree tree tree how much longer will it take how much longer will it take how much longer do I have to wait I've been waiting for years and years and years and years and it feels like an eternity I've been waiting for an eternity and I've been waiting and waiting and waiting and IM SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IVE BEEN SO PATIENT AND ALL IC CAN DO IS WAIT AND WAIT AND WAIT AND WAIT AND WAIT AND I ve DONE SO MUCH and I've overthinking so much and I couldn't sleep so much and I rotted in bed so long and I drooled and sang and wrote and worked and worked and worked for so long and I waited and waited and I'm waiting waiting waiting how much more waiting how much longer do I have to wait why do I have to wait I don't wanna wait anymore I don't feel good I don't like it I love you so much <3333 you make me feel better you make me smile you make me laugh and I texting you and I'm on my tummy giggling kicking my legs in the air like a lovesick anime schoolgirl I wish you were with me so I would feel better both of you all of you anyone PLEASE just be with me I want you to be with me so I feel better maybe it'll stop if you help me feel better maybe I wotn be sick anymore if you help me or maybe I wont hurt anymore if you just help me feel better and maybe you'll feel better too I can help you feel better you just have to let me you just have to come to me and wee can do whatever u want as long as I'm with you and you're with me and its just us and no one else there to RUIN IT!!!!! I don't even know who I'm talking about anymore. who is it. there's THREE people in my brain WHY CANT IT AT LEAST JUST BE ONE!???????????!?!??! I want us all alone just us no 4th week no 5th wheel no 4th wheel I mean no 5th wheel NO people INTERRUPTING AND RUINING EVERYTHING KLIKE THEY ALWAYS DO ALWAYS THEY ALWAYS RUIN AVERYTHING LIKE THEY ALWAYS DO THEY ALWAYS RUIN EVERYTHING LIEK THEY ALWAYS DO IM SO SO SO SICK OF IT IM SICK OF IT IM SICK IF IT OF IT SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!