" I just can't take this " - WhispStrike SRP

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･ﾟ✧･ﾟ•~✩~•──•♦︎•─•♦︎•──•~✩~•･ﾟ✧･ﾟ ' I just can't take this ' » WHISPSTRIKE SRP « » WRITTEN BY @Lilly_Pad09 « [[ TW : MENTIONS OF D34TH ]] ･ﾟ✧･ﾟ•~✩~•──•♦︎•─•♦︎•──•~✩~•･ﾟ✧･ﾟ 「 " I know the rain like the clouds know the sky " 」 The clouds blanketed the sky. Casting a gloom over the camp. The clan seemed emptier then usual. Fresh snow was pushed aside. Dirt was dug up to bury those who were now d3ad. 「 " I speak to birds and tell them where to fly " 」 The few that survived sat around mourning. The cries filled the air and made it heavy. The cats gathered together to comfort. 「 " I sing the songs that you hear on the breeze " 」 A tabby, tall and lean. Sitting alone watching the scene. Unable to grasp the pain in her chest. 「 " I write the names of the rocks and the trees " 」 The times she had witnessed this disaster. Are too high of a number. To feel safe. The question lingers in her mind like a sickness. ' How many more times will we all starve. ' 「 " Oh, you fool, there are rules, I am coming for you " 」 Betrayal poisoned her mind like a sickness. Anger flowed through her like a river. Sadness sat in her throat like a rock. Guilt sunk into her chest like a sword. 「 " Darkness brings evil things, oh the reckoning begins " 」 A thought appears in her mind. ' How much longer can you take this? ' 「 " I tried to warn you when you were a child " 」 Her ocean dark gaze turned away from her mourning clanmates. Her sight landed on the distance and her paws carried her towards the border. That invisible line separated who was a clanmate. And who was a outsider. Someone who was looked down upon. Spat at and threatened. 「 " I told you not to get lost in the wild " 」 Her paws stopped her at that line. Her body willing to carry her to freedom. Freedom from the endless days of hunting for a clan. That, in return, gave her nothing. 「 " I sent you omens and all kinds of signs " 」 But her mind was torn. One side whispered anxieties. ' What would HornetVenom think of you? ' ' What would DaylilyOath think? ' ' What would VultureSlaughter think? ' ' What would the clan think? ' 「 " I taught you melodies, poems, and rhymes " 」 One whispered relief. ' You would be free ' ' Only have to hunt for yourself ' ' No one will bother you ' ' Free to do whatever you want. ' 「 " You can run, but you can't escape " 」 The tabby, scarred and hurt. Sat alone by that line. Until the dawn turned to dusk. 「 " You will open the yawning grave " 」 Her mind arguing with her body. Until tears boiled in her eyes. ' I just can't take this. ' But they soon faded as she looked up. Eyes sweeping over the land. Slowly. 「 " You can run, but you can't escape " 」 The decision was made. She would leave this clan behind someday. But that day. Was not today. 「 " You will open the yawning grave " 」