Okay. So i know i've always said i'm going to do blah-blah-blah or im gonna leave/go on hiatus. truth is, i never had the courage to do that. spop pulled me out of a dark time but at a cost which i don't mind, I got too obsessed with it. I could never get out of this loop. but I have so many goals to achieve, real-world connections to make, and instead I lost track of time and stared at the screen until my eyes "rotted". This is why i'll be on hiatus. I'll obviously do my lines for groups[astrø7 and starlume], will run Wildheart @wildheart_official , and also maybe my essay account @purple_magazines , yet the stress of clarifying misinformation/h4te trains is so time-consuming and stressful that I'm probably gonna take a break from that and maybe just stre4m the music that impacted my life 4 the better. (iykyk) NOW ABOUT MY ALBUM: it's not rly an album. its probably gonna be an EP. it stands for extended play which is a short amount of songs. I'm probably gonna release them one or two at a time randomly when I feel like it, just collections of my thoughts at this "happy-ish" time due to the fact I'm having fun in spop yet losing track of reality. I feel like these are my documented songs about stepping away from an obsession, the feelings that come with it, and the bitter satisfaction of reality. It's about navigating that maze of darkness but eventually leaving it, and stepping into a new path, a new path that will have some thorns on the way, ofc it's reality, it's not online, but a beautiful path that's worth it. I've been having these type of thoughts all the time, and I want to put them in action. If you see me online often, a gentle reminder won't hurt. I'll rly miss y'all, and I'm not leaving so I won't make a special thanks list, but I may leave once summer break's over, or be very, very inactive since I got selected for the competition math team <3
pls read the instructions & spread the word! it would mean the world to me!
