I went to a church camp And the dark thoughts got deeper hahahah My friend practically ditched me for her other friends, hung out with her new crush, and didn’t acknowledge me at all unless I talked first or if she needed me .. I was waiting in the breakfast line with her and she saw her other friend, K, and she literally left me She didn’t even bother to tell me that she broke up with her bf (who’s a jerk btw) until after the whole trip And then acted like we were chill when really, does she know that it hurt? Sure, she might be better friends with those other people, but still …. And I felt like I wasn’t really letting my other friends, sage and A and M have fun because I didn’t want to go in the water (and couldn’t, ifykyk) and stuff … And im just annoying I hate myself Whyyyyyy Why why why why why Anyways
