TRIGGER WARNING!!!! So yesterday i got texts from my friend ( ima call her B ) and she was using all caps trying to get my attention.. i didnt see the messages but when i did see them i was shocked. My BF was going to comm1t. I immediately spam texted him asking if he was okay but he wouldn’t reply. He wouldn’t respond to mine , B’s , and other friends messages. This was at 9:30pm btw, when i was meant to be asleep. I couldn’t sleep so i kept texting B until she didnt respont . “ she must be asleep now.. “ i thought to myself. Then i must have fallen asleep because i woke up and my phone had buzzed. This is what the message was from : One new message! From K ( not saying my bfs name ) “ … “ is what he said. He was alive. I don’t think hes okay but he says he is. He didnt text in his usual way. I wish he would tell me this stuff.. i mean , im here for him and i wouldn’t be able to live without him if he com!tted.. i asked him by text if he was okay but he just said “ im good “ normally texting like this : “ im gooddd hbuu! “ as you can tell this isnt normal for him. Me and B were freaking out bc he was alive as well , because we are quite close to K . I just wish he told someone ( not like i do that myself.. * laughs nervously * ) like childline.. or his parents.. they’d understand.
this is a very long vent sorry.
