Hiim back on scratch but with a different motive singing this is my new song broken window Credit to bandlab Thank so much Lyrics What am I doing on this window what if I fall will anyone care if I just bleed but then again if I die i would make more people miserable but I can't help it but thats ok I can't stop the black bloods from spreading my eyes can't take that much sin but I love my family but I need to numb the pain because I can't take the pain it feels like someone stabbing me but I feel like I deserve it but i can't overcome it despite the crap but I never thought about the consequences please I want to let go but I have to keep holding on because there are still things to live for I dont think I need to confuse you but I can't sit straight I have a gun to the head of the problem am I the problem am I the pain am I death but music brings things together even when I can't take the things outside my disease is fluding ( fluding is not a word i just kept it in because i liked the word and the accident)my mind I can't change my mind my thoughts are getting louder despite the string thats holding on to me I can just fall from this broken window but I might ruin life for others I might know but who cares but I have to stop thinking about this im so alone I need therapy but I cant get myself to come out i live in the dark in the shadows so leave me alone I have a gun to the head of the problem I think im the problem i cant read the signs what if I just falled wouldn't be better but I have to keep going but nothing gets better the disease spreading along with consequences I have fear if I pull the trigger I won't be in heaven
