hi!! it's me! I felt a bit of nostalgia for scratch, so I decided to log back into my old account to see how things were. I doubt many people will see this, but it'd still be interesting to post. Back when I was on Scratch, I was always so curious about the whereabouts of those who had left the platform, even if I wasn't friends with them at all, so i guess this is for the sake of people like me. Speaking of friends, I wonder how my old friends on this site are doing now. I assume everyone has left, considering that all of our interactions were five years ago. We've probably all outgrown this site. Despite that, Scratch will always have a special place in my heart <3 I was on Scratch in elementary school, and now I'm in high school, stressing about if I'll make it into a good college...how times have changed!! I certainly wasn't carefree back then, either, but you get what I mean, right? I can't believe how fast everything went by. I think my time on Scratch was a pretty impactful experience for me. At the very least, it was the start of my chronically online-ness, sadly. It brought me so much joy, though! Unfortunately, I'm not into kpop much anymore; instead, I've fallen in love with vocaloid, genshin impact, and project sekai. From one cringe fandom to other cringe fandoms, I suppose!! /lh I wonder what my younger self would've thought of me, now. I don't think things have gone exactly how she would've wanted; I can't lie that life has gotten worse. But I'm still alive and I find some joy in creating art, and that'll have to be enough for me until I can actually discover what fulfills me. Sorry, I didn't mean to sound sad in this! I hope that the next time I log in, I'll look back at this project and laugh about how utterly desolent I once was. For the time being, I'll keep trying my best to succeed, and I hope whoever sees this will too! I'll log back in someday, I promise. Have a lovely day!
music - failure girl by kairiki bear, remixed by maretu art - mafuyu asahina drawn by me in feb 2025
