heya, its me. so uh, this project isnt really for an update or something but its just me getting some stuff off my chest. basically, what im saying here is that irl, im socially and awkward and shy but also, im really sensitive. back then, i always get mad at things that are just small. but at school, my goddamn "friends" always do stuff that really bugs me, like talking, messing around and stuff. and btw, im always getting called a "fighter" by them because back then, i always get into fights because of reasonable things like them hurting me, different opinions, stuff i dont know how to list here and due to this, i never really socialize with anybody. they always "cheer" me up but i think thats them manipulating me into thinking theyre friends when in reality, i probably think they would just use me and just bully me. im really tired with this sh** and i never talked about this to my parents because im just, shy. the only people i consider to be my friends is yall, i really appreciate you guys. :) but, i kinda wish i was treated as just a normal human being, not a fighter. ... i dont know if i can keep going, but i have to, for you guys. anyways, thanks for reading and i hope yall have a good day :) -Sphix
also, i dont know what to do with the project, so enjoy this fish, i guess lol
