the girl i left behind to the girl i left behind i still hold fragments of you in my identity you’re an old friend of mine, gone with the wind just a distant memory that girl couldn’t see the monster she became she treated people as if they were toys made everyone who crossed her path bleed fell too easily when it came to boys though that girl also gave compassion to people who weren’t worth her time and wore her heart on her sleeve that poor little misunderstood girl now her mistakes are something i have to grieve that girl was flawed and careless when it came to love yet she craved it so badly like a vampire and blood poison was all her head was made of that girl is in the pictures i hang on my walls and she follows me everywhere i go a version of me that’s left forgotten the person no one will ever know that girl i see in the mirror sometimes small flickers of her face they haunt me always no matter how hard i push her away she chases after me when i pick up the pace i hide her well but she peeks through the curtains every now and then in my vulnerable moments at night the girl appears again that girl was shattered glass and cut everyone around her though she’s made me who i am today i keep her chained, but i can hear her screams so i push her even further away but that girl isn’t something that i should hate though i hide her so the world can’t see the girl i tried to keep in the past that girl used to be me
hiiii this poem was made because i felt horrible for the girl i used to be. i realize now that without her i wouldn't have been able to grow into the person i am now. also this is probably my fav poem out of all of the ones i’ve made anyways hope u like it! god bless you all <3
