Hihihihi its Mina!!! this is my interpratation of maggots for brains by Olivia rodrigo so in the start the protagonist ( Olivia I'ma call her main ) feels drained out, and sick and tired over her boyfriend. it gets to a point where her cycle repeats over, and over again. She wishes to be somewhere else, somewhere vibrant, while she's still stuck in the same everlasting loop. It's Like trying to find something new when you needed to get rid of the old you. Anyways she feels tired worn out and wants to end the relationship but it seems like her boyfriend doesn't. So I would call it “A look shared by two people, each wishing that the other would initiate something that they both desire but which neither wants to begin.” or Mamihlapinatapai! please pay attention to the word like they both know their relationship isnt good but they have no desire to end it. And she feels incredibly stupid for it, like she wants to cry and yell at the same time, like two bird pulling at the same vine. Anyways they finally break up, And she feels stranger then before like she enjoyed suffering. I guess you could call it deja Vu huh?? /livieref but she just missed he boyfriend hoping deep inside they could get back together, but knowing they couldn't and now we are at za bridge basically the end of the song that wraps it up and I give you my conclusion she feels like she cant do anything except think about her ex, its so much its kind of consuming she wants him back but knows she cant have him back. she feels way worse then before, actually crying and yelling now but she yells at nothing, nothings there after her boyfriend was gone
credits : me : writing this thing and coding it definition of some words : atlas obscura
