For two weeks I was rotting in that building and nothing has changed. I went there, for what? NOTHING. My madness has only grown thicker. And the worst of it all, when I came back besides me not making a difference, neither did my sanity.
Info: Discharged: Saturday, July 4th Admitted: Friday, June 19th For exactly 15 days I wasted my time prying for help, helplessly wailing. I feel an unquenchable rage at them and myself for being so stupid and crying over such a pathetic excuse for an ex-partner. I hate how gullible I was. It's never happening again. I'm never letting it happen. Never ever I know this. I'm so stupid for falling for their manipulation. I shouldve trusted my intuition. I knew they'd ghost me I thought I was just paranoid or my BPD. I'm so weak. I was so loya,l I did what I was supposed to, there was nothing I could do, it was too late, I hate that. And they go ahead and go play on Roblox like nothing happened. I bet they cheated on me. So abruptly left, they changed their avatar to a bunny suit, disgusting. I hate that I came back to that. I hate them I hate myself I hate this stop it I want it to stop go away leave me alone stop hurting me I hate you I don't know I'm sorry I hate you so much. I left my myself vulnerable, to a disgusting horrible liar, who leave me rot. NOTE: Look inside the project to see the proof of them wearing the bunny suit. I hate that I still respect him enough to censor his name out. Side note: (Yes I was restraining myself from cussing. But I made my point clear without doing so.)
