I'm done. I'm DONE, I'M DONE, I'M DONE! I've been trying so hard. To make things. To help people have fun. I didn't make games at first just for me to learn, I did it so people can come to my profile, or my games, whatever, so they can have fun. So they can have somewhere to go to. But now I quit. I've had it. It's not your fault, it's my mother's. Because of her and what she thinks is helping me, she's dragging me away from what I love. She's taking everything from me. Because I can't be perfect, because I had ONE BAD YEAR IN SCHOOL, she is taking my dog away from me forever, she's taking all my electronics, she's taking away my communication from my FAMILY, she's taking away EVERYTHING THAT I FIND COMFORT IN. So, yeah. I quit. For good. YouTube? Not happening. Coding? Out of my face. I wanted to do something with what I had, with what I learned, but she doesn't understand. She thinks SHE'S hurt after my dad passed away? HOW THE HELL DOES SHE THINK *I* FEEL? HE WAS MY FATHER, DANG IT! AND HE IS THE BEST DAD I COULD HAVE DREAMED ABOUT. I TOOK HIM FOR GRANTED. I THOUGHT IT'D NEVER HAPPEN! HE NEVER GOT SICK IN THE WHOLE TIME I'VE BEEN ALIVE! HE NEVER GOT HURT WHEN I WAS ALIVE! HE WAS ALWAYS THERE TO SUPPORT US, AND NOW HE'S DEAD! YOU THINK I DON'T DIE INSIDE WHENEVER I REALIZE HE ISN'T HERE!? SHE THINKS THAT JUST BECAUSE SHE CAN SHOW IT MORE THAN I CAN MEANS THAT SHE FEELS IT AND I DON'T? I'VE TOLD HER WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME! IT'S HARD FOR ME TO FEEL EMOTION. IT'S HARD FOR ME TO EXPRESS IT! I DON'T EVEN TALK IN SCHOOL ANYMORE! I ALWAYS LOVED TO BE AROUND PEOPLE, AND NOW I PUSH THEM AWAY! IS THAT NOT ENOUGH FOR HER TO REALIZE I'M HURTING!? THAT I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT, THAT I CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO EVEN DO SMALL ASSIGNMENTS IN CLASS, THAT I NEARLY TRIED TO HURT MY BEST FRIEND ON ONE OF MY WORST DAYS? I'M HURTING, TOO! AND SHE DOESN'T THINK I CARE A BIT! SHE SEES HOW ATTACHED I AM TO MY DOG, AND SHE JUST THROWS HER OUT LIKE THAT! BECAUSE I HAVE TROUBLE SLEEPING, BTW! I CAN'T WITH HER, I CAN'T WITH MY ANNOYING BRATTY SISTER, I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE! I'M NEVER COMING BACK. EVERY SINGLE GAME I HAVE CREATED WILL NEVER BE CHANGED. BFDM IS DEAD. THE ORIGINS IS DEAD. SH4D0W'S REVENGE IS DEAD. EVERYTHING I HAVE MADE WILL NEVER BE UPDATED AGAIN, AND YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME ONLINE. I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE. GOODBYE, FOREVER. I DON'T WANT ANYONE TRYING TO HELP ME, EITHER. GET OUT.
