leaving (maybe)

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I don’t want to make this long at all, throughout my journey on scratch I have posted so many leaving messages, so just add those all together and you’ll get the paragraph I want to say right now, but I won’t say it, because i don’t intend for this message to be long. I don’t have any reasons for leaving this time, I just feel like it’s time to go and delaying it isn’t right. I’m leaving because I want to, not because my parents don’t want me on scratch, or because all my friends are ia. I’m leaving because I don’t want to be on this site anymore, but I’m not leaving because I had a bad experience with this website. I’m leaving with a clear conscience, and im glad I joined three years ago. if I didn’t, I wouldn’t have met all of you amazing people. You guys have changed my life, for the better, and I wouldn’t be where I am today if it weren’t for you guys. this summer I want to build connections outside of scratch, instead of staying glued to a screen all day. I’m growing up and it feels wrong holding onto a childhood memory like this. I know growing up, I acknowledge it and I hate it so much because everything changes. But it’s reality, and I can’t try to keep myself the same because you don’t stay the same, people grow up and they change and they finally find themselves. it’s time for me to enter that stage in life whether I want to or not. but I’m not mad about it. I know it has to happen, and I’ve accepted it by now. I joined scratch three years ago on an account named @Sparkling-Blaze_8 ⭐️ I wasn’t aesthetic at all, sometimes I look back on my projects and mock them. I only joined because my brother was on it and most of my teachers recommended it, so in July 2023 I decided to make an account thinking I would never use it. I started off by remixing a few projects and then I went ia for a week. I logged back on and found a few studios, I commented on them, went ia again, and then I signed in one day just for fun and my mailbox blew up with messages. ever since that I was fully active and devoted to scratch, then I took a break for the whole year of 2024. I came back in like mid 2025 and I moved a lot of times until I settled on this account and all I will say is that this account is 100x more aesthetic than my first one ✨✨ but I loved every account, and every person I met along the way. I’m probably not even expressing this enough but I genuinely love every single one of you guys , whether we talked or not, just anyone who ever clicked on my profile or commented once on my profile , it has been such an honor to meet you and I am eternally grateful for all of you guys, you guys are so nice so kind and you’re going to go places one day. Tysm to all my friends, ilygsm you don’t even know, ❤️ you guys are so supportive and have been here throughout my whole scratch journey and you genuinely changed my life. If I do come back, which I do think will happen someday but not very soon☹️ , then the first person I will message are my friends , my friends that I love sm and that I will miss sm . you gave me the strength I needed and I am leaving with a good review , I am leaving with appreciation for absolutely everything. ☀️ so, see you later, for what maybe is the last time, but possibly not the end, just a new beginning until next time, im off visiting the stars ☆ amina xx