hey guys! this is a bit of a long one. so for starters, I DEFINITELY wont be able to post as often. I'm going to the middle school this year and my school starts at 7:15. i'll be really busy studying and other things, as I am going to do drama, and band + chorus. (I will be continuing to play the clarinet.) secondly, I have been having a LOT come up. I got my first p3riod (censoring it for THE MEN), and i've been really busy. I'm having an orthodontist appointment, a new pair of glasses, our trip to ME, and more. third of all, my emotional state is not the best. I'm more irritatable, and sensitive, which will make me more tired after school. I just lost 2 of my best friends because 1 thought I had a crush on their BF (heads up, no thanks. he's not my type AT ALL.), and the other said horrific things about me and my non-binary friend (e.g: "I could see her (me) talking behind my back", "did you know A (my friend) c^ts herself?" they're nonbinary-, and finally "I'm not taking away M and M from you!" you made me cry when I told you you could talk to me about anything.) FOURTH OF ALL, I just don't have motivation. my favorite things seem boring now. all I do all day now is just scroll on YT and eat. I have been listening to Olivia rodrigo on repeat, though. i'm really sorry but I just cant. I luv you guys sm <3 thank you for the support. -claire >^^<
