Stage of grief: Denial “And I only thought about you for three hours straight” {lyrics} Verse 1: My friend told me I should delete your pictures Said it’d probably help me move along I said, “yeah, I know. I just haven’t yet” Like you don’t still screw up my head Pre-chorus: And I know that it sounds so stupid, But I don’t know how to let this all end Chorus: I’m fine (I think), I’m doing alright I only think about you sometimes at night And I laugh it off like it doesn’t hurt, But I still don’t know what I deserve And I say I’m ok, but I’m not there If I let go, then you disappear I don’t know who am without us anymore How do I go back to before you? Verse 2: I talked on the phone with a friend for hours I said, “I just really wanna call him” (wait… you still have his number?) (… but… you don’t need it anymore though… right?) Yeah, yeah no, I guess Pre-chorus: And I know that it sounds so stupid Cause if he wanted to talk, then he would Chorus: I’m fine (I think), I’m doing alright I only think about you sometimes at night And I laugh it off like it doesn’t hurt, But I still don’t know what I deserve And I say I’m ok, but I’m not there If I let go, then you disappear I don’t know who am without us anymore How do I go back to before you? Bridge: I say that I’m fine, it’s a habit now Like you’ll come back when you finally miss us I know it’s for the best that I let you go, But I can’t see the good in losing the one Chorus: I’m fine (I’m not), I’m not doing great And I only thought about you for three hours straight And I laugh, but deep down it hurts Cause I don’t care what I deserve If I can’t love you, then it doesn’t matter The girl that I was, I know you don’t love her I don’t know who I am without us anymore I wish I could go back to before you To before you
Me for the guitar, lyrics, and vocals {info} Run time - 4:37 Key - C major BPM - 124 {Note} The hardest part of my breakup wasn’t simply losing my boyfriend. It was also accepting that he wasn’t coming back. “I’m Fine (I Think)” is the opening track to “grief” and it was inspired by real conversations I had with my friends about moving on. It’s about it feeling impossible to erase every memory and every step forward feels harder than the last, so instead of dealing with that, you tell everyone, including yourself, that you’re “fine”. I hope you enjoyed “I’m Fine (I Think)! <333
