There's only so much I can say here with my lack of a way with words, but... More often than not, we aren't honest, even with ourselves. We make decisions we might not necessarily be content with and we might choose to say one thing and mean another, for whatever the reason may be. Let it out. I'm speaking from experience; keeping it all in won't do you any good. I'd rather you tell the truth and *some* people be discontent, rather than you lie and let pressure build up within you. It's hard to pull this off, and it might even hurt, but it's a lot better than what you're feeling right now... Assuming you haven't already. Get up. It'll hurt, but you've got to get up. That's all I'm capable of saying. Apologies if any of what I say isn't good enough. I might be assuming, but I'd rather assume and at least have the chance at helping someone rather than sit idly by and do nothing as I watch someone I care about feel bad. (everlast for "what it's like")
